Thursday, March 29, 2007
wow its been so long since i last saw my blog. haha. it still looks good :)
haha anyway i shall do some intensive updating since its been so long since my blog can be accessed. okay today was a happy happy day. although i thought it was gonna be a damn shitty day coz of third period and lousy gp results and everything...it still turned out quite alright. can rank as one of my happiest days in sch alr. haha not that it has much competition. got quite high during chem lect for some reason and the highness has kinda persisted until now. which is good. met zihui at the bus stop so i went with her to the police post because believe it or not, ive never been to a police post before in my life. so i thought it wld be nice to go see. so i went. and yupp, it looks totally like on tv. all shiny surfaces and men in blue uniforms. haha even tho the vending machine and the door that cannot open kinda spoiled the pro image. but nevertheless. it was an interesting experience.
after that i started my long journey home. haha the journey seemed to pass quite fast while i was reading my book. although i didnt read on the bus after the bleeding headache i got ytd from reading all the way home. smart pple learn from their mistakes okay! haha no la actually smart pple learn from other pple's mistakes. anyway.
so i came home and found surprisingly that the house is empty. kinda weird but my mom and bro came home after awhile. haha i played some cute game with my bro den went off for yoga. and yoga was good. feel super stretched. haha. think im gonna have a nice sleep tonight. so im back and online. and i saw that xueting finally replied my email! wow its really really good to hear from an old but super good friend! miss her so much man. miss those days we lived together and talked abt everything under the sun any time of the day. miss that comfortable feeling and the happy days we had. and her sense of humour and how i can just be myself with her without worrying abt anything else. xueting! if ure reading this... I MISS YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS!! IM GONNA CHIONG OVER TO MALAYSIA AND FIND YOU ONCE MY As ARE OVER!! ohwell.
dont be sad that its over, be happy that it happened. but i still wish those days cld have lasted forever.
but its weird. if those days lasted forever, i wld never have first three months. and during first three months i wished those days lasted forever too. haiz. but both cant last forever coz they will clash and i cant be in two time frames at once! but it doesnt matter anyway coz
time stops for no man and no matter how hard i wish, those times will never come back. so lets try to
cherish the past, live in the present and look toward the future!
anyway i wanna thank you for really making my day. somehow, just seeing your name on my phone can make my heart light up. i know i shldnt feel this way but somehow i just do. and i learnt sth really impt. its that
just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have. makes sense? makes lotsa sense to me.
okay thats all for now. weekends coming soon. keep going everyone!
And you know for you,I'd bleed myself dry for you,I'd bleed myself dry.
Look at the stars,Look how they shine for you,And all the things that you do.
a star fell from the sky;
9:04 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
i really shld be studying for spa. but i cant bring myself to. maybe coz the spa is at 1030 so it gives me the false feeling that theres plenty of time when actually there isnt much time to waste. but anyway im here so let me post sth sweet and give all you guys diabetes. jenny, thats retribution for giving me diabetes this whole week! Memory by sugarcultThis may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
anyway, everytime you feel lonely, feel that no one cares, feel that you're all alone in this big bad world, rmbr that you'll never walk alone. haha that was church-inspired. it just dawned on me during church today that even tho i feel lonely alot, feel that no one cares, feel that sometimes this world is just too big and uncaring, really, i'll never walk alone. because i believe. sth like the footprint story i guess. once you decide to follow Him, you'll never walk alone again. simple as that. haha i feel super preachy. but i hope that helps all you lonely people in the world!
a star fell from the sky;
5:00 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
today is the day. caroline and ming trashed anghong at pool! haha for the first time ever. lets all rmbr this day always.
went to watch mr bean's holiday after pool. with caroline, ah and tiefu. it was the first time i saw so many many pple in princess! so many that u cant exactly choose ur seats when u walk in anymore. haha but seriously the movie wasnt that good. okay actually to be honest it wasnt good at all. im glad i watched it for six bucks man. coz its seriously not worth nine fifty. so everybody who hasnt watched...dont have high expectations of the movie! and try not to watch it when its nine fifty man. seriously not worth the money. think you'll get more satisfaction playing seven up. seriously!!
haha okay tmr is the end of week 1 of term 2. this is gonna be an exciting term! haha okay jiayou everybody! mug hard! and dont forget to play hard too! everything in balance!
I don't wanna close my eyesI don't wanna fall asleep cause I miss you, baby, and I don't wanna miss a thingCause even when I dream of youthe sweetest dream would never do cause I'd miss you, baby, and I don't wanna miss a thing I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever.
a star fell from the sky;
9:04 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
i did this test in the freezing lib. haha and it didnt really turn out like i expected. haha i didnt get a new horoscope afterall. well. true blue scorpio man. haha.
What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?
The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a SCORPIO. You're just like a water sign, which comes out in the way you're so in tune with your emotions and your intuitions. Your symbol is a scorpion, which represents your secretive nature and your ability to emit a powerful poison when vengeful. A bundle of contradictions, you have the ability to demonstrate both the best and worst qualities that characterize human nature. Generally, you are intense and passionate, yet stubborn and competitive. You use your intuition fearlessly, and you have a tendency to explore the nature of existence through the study of philosophy and religion. Although it is difficult for you to trust others, whenever you finally do, the result is deep and powerful. On the downside, however, you must work hard to suppress your jealousy. Your dedication, drive, and persistence will guarantee you success, and you are known and respected for your imagination and idealism.
Some famous Scorpios:
Prince Charles
Grace Kelly
Charles Manson
Kurt Vonnegut
Pablo Picasso
a star fell from the sky;
2:39 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
wow schools starting tmr. this holiday has really flown by man. actually only had three days of hols plus one weekend. but thats good enough for me i suppose.
so after the pursuit of happyness on tues after phy paper, i basically did nothing at home. like really nothing. i got super bored after one day. i was practically running up to my tutee's house to give tuition coz it was that boring. haha thanks to mimi for cancelling on me man! haha so thurs and fri flew by. spent my two entire days at taka either drinking somemore coffee or eating at the fountain or eating at mos. oh but fri i went ny to celebrate jov's birthday first with her and joanne. haha we're the three birthday pple man! it was so weird waiting for them outside ny can. all the pple coming out kept giving me weird looks. but i suppose if one day after sch i saw some girl hanging ard outside my sch gate i'd give her weird looks too. lol. so i never wanna drink any more coffee bean coffee ever again or eat at the fountain at taka ever again. seriously the first few times of eating at the fountain is still quite novel but it really gets irritating after awhile. but i suppose its mostly my fault that we had to sit at the fountain and eat. sorry, but i cant multi task when one of the tasks is eating. i'll really drop everything all over myself and the floor and end up embarrassing myself like mad. i think i'll stick to eating at the fountain if theres really no other choice. haha.
sat night was a nice night out for me and caroline. sorry caroline and i. haha alot of talking and a nice bacardi rum. and some hargao and fried oyster! what else can a girl ask for? more dim sum? lol.
today went to watch music and lyrics after church and prata. its really a lot a lot nicer than it looks! and they hardly ever advertise it! i wonder why. the shows really not bad. the storyline is not that great but the acting is good (: and happy ending too. just the way i like it. lol. nice time out with my dear lauren too. im really really really sorry i forgot to bring ur birthday present! promise i'll get it to you as soon as possible! but
happy birthday in advance! love you lots!
time never seemed so short than when we're togetheri wish i had forever to spend with you
a star fell from the sky;
10:38 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
sometimes i run to you in want
i grumble and complain
then you give me what i need
and pick me up again.
sometimes i run to you in tears
my heart so full of pain
discouraged and disheartened
you pick me up again.
sometimes i run to you in thanks
and then its very plain
that everytime i run to you
you'll pick me up again.
sometimes its enough just to be there (:
a star fell from the sky;
12:14 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
you made me happy again yesterday although you didnt even know it.
thanks for brightening up my day (:
love you. and see ya soon (:(:(:
a star fell from the sky;
6:10 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
i said i'll post pics! haha so here they are. enjoy!
weishen and my id tags
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weishen and i and our booth (: i look damn big thanks to the blazer!
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wenjia, momo, me and nithya! haha the only four girls from the attachment (:
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weishen and i again. i like the ac blazer!!
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me, xiaochen, clovis and weishen. haha all in diff blazers!
joshua, kwanhuang, kevin and weishen.
a star fell from the sky;
10:33 PM
yayy maths and econs is finally over. i know u guys had urs a long time ago but hey be a little sympathetic k. still have chem and phy to go! im kinda used to taking e papers myself alr. coz i dont really know e ssef pple so im kinda alone. but nvm its okay. haha how about at ssef i knew more ac pple den vj pple? and i knew all their latest news and everything too la. like who won what award blah blah. and i only found out vj's results when ah saw it on the com just now. oops. seriously. maybe its time to start getting to know my schoolmates. but i prefer knowing ac-mates! haha. they are super friendly la. i went there only knowing weishen, dom, clovis, peanut and nithya but i came back knowing practically their whole gang. haha even tho it was kinda irritating when they kept making fun of me and weishen being together [WHEN WE'RE NOT]. haha i shall post the ssef pics when i get home. kwanhuang, nxt time pls dont sit on any more tables. we dont wanna have to pull you out from the rubble all the time! haha so to weishen, dom, clovis, peanut, nithya, momo, wenjia, xiaochen, kwanhuang, jiajun, junwei, eecheong, kelvin, avishek, and all the many many ssef pple, thanks for a great time (: hope to see you guys again soon. and i dont mean online. haha.
anyway. was super depressed last night. i dont know why either. just felt sad. so i got super distracted and cldn really focus on maths and econs. so actually i was supposed to read thru vectors, DE, graphing techniques, area and volume but i only got thru area. yupp so i went for the test. haha pretty screwed. but not really in the mood. somehow i cant really bring myself to care anymore. i mean, so what if i do well? how long does the satisfaction of doing well last? i think i might get more satisfaction eating an ice cream everyday. but i'll get more calories too. haiz. not making much sense anymore. okay heres sth ignatius sent to me. read it and laugh.
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.
Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.
Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and
wave flags and banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.
Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.
Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They’ll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb.
Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’ll prefer it to be darker.
Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics>teacher cry.
Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?
Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.
Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.
Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?
Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the>rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school>attire.
Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.
Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark.
Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.
Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.the best part of all....
Q: How many MI students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. All of them are leaving after PAE. Needless for light bulbs.
what doesnt destroy you makes you stronger. thanks for reminding me, line. and thanks for your msg too. it helped alot (:
a star fell from the sky;
5:10 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
we're close. not as close i would like but close enough for me to be thankful for. i know it was my very very selfish decision that tore us apart. i dont know if you ever blamed me but im glad for how we are now. in retrospect, if i didnt make that decision, i wouldnt have known that you mean so much to me. somehow, some bonds just cant be broken. im glad that all the effort we put in is worth it (: afterall, it brought us to where we are now. although i dont see you as much as i would like to, you are still the only person who can make me so happy in that special way. and you are the only thing that makes me wonder and wonder and wonder if i regret my decision. but seriously, i dont know if anything can ever be worth the sacrifice, the pain. but anyway, im always thankful for you.
cheers.
a star fell from the sky;
10:14 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
common test is in coming up nxt week but somehow i cant get down to studying. and this week ive been spending all my time either in thaipan eating somemore butter squid or in the lib gossiping with caroline/jenny/sihua. how productive. sorry for distracting you guys! haha cant help it la too much has been happening ard me. altho nothing has been happening to me [and im quite glad for that] alot has been going on ard me and its super distracting! haha i think im gonna go mad soon. lol too many things floating ard in my head.
last night went to ny to watch baiyungang with joanne, gillian and helen. wow its been a long time since ive heard so much chinese in one shot! fortunately i cld still catch whats going on. haha. the acting was great and the storylines were nice. and the guy looked good in the second skit. i know, i know, that person is actually a girl but she seriously looks damn good as a guy. but too bad, joanne said shes straight. no chance for you jenny! and me too. haha. kidding la. anyway last night was kinda scary. i finally realised how scary it is to be stalked. so joanne nxt time when wanna stalk pple rmbr how we felt last night! damn scary la. everytime we wanted to leave the LT we had to choose the exit which leads to the most deserted place in case we see our stalkers. and we cant even talk openly outside the LT in case the person overhears/sees us. and after the performance we had to leave str away and go for the exit where we were sure the person wldnt see us. seriously i cld do without all that. kinda spoiled my night but i still had fun. it was great meeting up with you guys! haha we shld meet up more!
okay thats all for now. nxt week is common test/SSEF week so everybody jiayou! hang in there! hols are coming up real soon :)
inject some sanity into my life please
a star fell from the sky;
7:04 PM
